rudi must stay Posted January 15, 2023 Share Posted January 15, 2023 37 minutes ago, Morgan said: It’s very hard, I grant you that. Saucy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JudyJudyJudy Posted January 15, 2023 Share Posted January 15, 2023 4 minutes ago, rudi must stay said: Saucy 😁 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
been here before Posted January 15, 2023 Share Posted January 15, 2023 35 minutes ago, Morgan said: Jesus Christ! This has to be two different people logging into one account. Perhaps one is posting from his home he shares with his parents and the other is posting from the second home he bought in Linlithgow last week Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Morgan Posted January 15, 2023 Share Posted January 15, 2023 3 minutes ago, been here before said: Perhaps one is posting from his home he shares with his parents and the other is posting from the second home he bought in Linlithgow last week Don’t forget the villa in the Algarve too. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rudi must stay Posted January 21, 2023 Share Posted January 21, 2023 So they've resorted to restraining me holding me by the arms and legs to do anything. It is horrific and only makes things worse Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tynecastle_Park Posted January 21, 2023 Share Posted January 21, 2023 2 hours ago, rudi must stay said: So they've resorted to restraining me holding me by the arms and legs to do anything. It is horrific and only makes things worse Who has? Have you been sectioned? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Morgan Posted January 21, 2023 Share Posted January 21, 2023 3 hours ago, rudi must stay said: So they've resorted to restraining me holding me by the arms and legs to do anything. It is horrific and only makes things worse Gosh! You've made more returns than Bobby Ewing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
graygo Posted January 21, 2023 Share Posted January 21, 2023 3 hours ago, rudi must stay said: So they've resorted to restraining me holding me by the arms and legs to do anything. It is horrific and only makes things worse Well done typing that message to let us know, must be horrific. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lone Striker Posted January 21, 2023 Share Posted January 21, 2023 4 hours ago, rudi must stay said: So they've resorted to restraining me holding me by the arms and legs to do anything. It is horrific and only makes things worse Who is "they" ? What sort of things do "they" do that requires you to be restrained ? Why are you telling us about this ? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Notts1874 Posted January 21, 2023 Share Posted January 21, 2023 Strange thread this. If the person needs help he should find it. It's out there. If the person is being wide, I'm not sure what to say. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cade Posted January 21, 2023 Share Posted January 21, 2023 One day, Rudi will post a non-cryptic message Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pap Posted January 21, 2023 Share Posted January 21, 2023 Have you been sectioned? People need to be trained in control & restraint before they can do any of this. Was a nurse in the Royal Ed for 15 years and i find this hard to believe. If it was at your doctors/psychiatrists appointment i find this extremely unlikely to have happened as well. Or to the point, didnt happen. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
William H. Bonney Posted January 21, 2023 Share Posted January 21, 2023 I'm guessing aliens . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jack D and coke Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 This used to be a great thread. It genuinely surprised me. Posters id seen joking and seemingly happy then I’d see them opening up in here and it really struck me. I hope it can get back to that. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
il Duce McTarkin Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 9 hours ago, jack D and coke said: This used to be a great thread. It genuinely surprised me. Posters id seen joking and seemingly happy then I’d see them opening up in here and it really struck me. I hope it can get back to that. Same here, you just never know what shit folk have going on. It's a life lesson, tbh, and one which we would do well to bear in mind when we're dishing out our pish to anonymous user names on the internet. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Robbo-Jambo Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 10 hours ago, jack D and coke said: This used to be a great thread. It genuinely surprised me. Posters id seen joking and seemingly happy then I’d see them opening up in here and it really struck me. I hope it can get back to that. Yeah, it's getting derailed unfortunately 😏. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CloustonHMFC Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 Admins, I’m all for people being offered the help they need and other people trying to help others but sometimes enough is enough. Reckon it’s time for one of you to intervene, for the sake of others before some people say some things that they can’t take back. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rudi must stay Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 1 hour ago, Robbo-Jambo said: Yeah, it's getting derailed unfortunately 😏. 13 hours ago, Pap said: Have you been sectioned? People need to be trained in control & restraint before they can do any of this. Was a nurse in the Royal Ed for 15 years and i find this hard to believe. If it was at your doctors/psychiatrists appointment i find this extremely unlikely to have happened as well. Or to the point, didnt happen. It happened they've done it twice it is incredibly unsettling. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rudi must stay Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 15 hours ago, Tynecastle_Park said: Who has? Have you been sectioned? No I haven't been sectioned far from it new pills feel woozy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JudyJudyJudy Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 46 minutes ago, CloustonHMFC said: Admins, I’m all for people being offered the help they need and other people trying to help others but sometimes enough is enough. Reckon it’s time for one of you to intervene, for the sake of others before some people say some things that they can’t take back. The thread is about depression which is a mental health issue. Rudi has stated he has mental health issues so I think he finds this forum a safe place to vent his frustrations and feelings. If you find his postings frustrating maybe think more about how he must be living at this time instead of how his postings are impacting on you. The guy is clearly going through a very difficult time. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rudi must stay Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 14 hours ago, Morgan said: Gosh! You've made more returns than Bobby Ewing. I don't know Bobby Ewing does he host the lottery Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rudi must stay Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 None of this is a wind up. I am living very ill and nervous if any of you met me you'd be uncomfortable. But we keep going eh hoping that tomorrow is different Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JudyJudyJudy Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 18 minutes ago, rudi must stay said: None of this is a wind up. I am living very ill and nervous if any of you met me you'd be uncomfortable. But we keep going eh hoping that tomorrow is different I completely believe you pal. Hope you get the help you need . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CloustonHMFC Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 1 hour ago, JudyJudyJudy said: The thread is about depression which is a mental health issue. Rudi has stated he has mental health issues so I think he finds this forum a safe place to vent his frustrations and feelings. If you find his postings frustrating maybe think more about how he must be living at this time instead of how his postings are impacting on you. The guy is clearly going through a very difficult time. Doesn’t bother me, he can post as much as he wants, but there’s a few posters verging on saying some very unsavoury things. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rudi must stay Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 14 minutes ago, CloustonHMFC said: Doesn’t bother me, he can post as much as he wants, but there’s a few posters verging on saying some very unsavoury things. Had it for months mate. Aliens I mean what's all that about, guys more odd than me Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JudyJudyJudy Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 (edited) Dp Edited January 22, 2023 by JudyJudyJudy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JudyJudyJudy Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 (edited) Dp Edited January 22, 2023 by JudyJudyJudy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chevy Chase Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 4 hours ago, CloustonHMFC said: Doesn’t bother me, he can post as much as he wants, but there’s a few posters verging on saying some very unsavoury things. @Morgan should be utterly ashamed of his conduct towards him at times. Horrible to witness. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dick Dastardly Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 (edited) 5 hours ago, JudyJudyJudy said: The thread is about depression which is a mental health issue. Rudi has stated he has mental health issues so I think he finds this forum a safe place to vent his frustrations and feelings. If you find his postings frustrating maybe think more about how he must be living at this time instead of how his postings are impacting on you. The guy is clearly going through a very difficult time. 👏👏👏 Well said Edited January 22, 2023 by Dick Dastardly Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pap Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 6 hours ago, rudi must stay said: It happened they've done it twice it is incredibly unsettling. Then you should go to the police because you have just been assaulted 👍 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JudyJudyJudy Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 43 minutes ago, Dick Dastardly said: 👏👏👏 Well said Thanks Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Morgan Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 2 hours ago, Chevy Chase said: @Morgan should be utterly ashamed of his conduct towards him at times. Horrible to witness. Try playing the ball rather than the man, Chevy. Couple that with dropping your vendetta and perhaps you’ll be able to see things more clearly. If however, you wish to take this further, then let’s do it by PM. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chevy Chase Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 4 minutes ago, Morgan said: Try playing the ball rather than the man, Chevy. Couple that with dropping your vendetta and perhaps you’ll be able to see things more clearly. If however, you wish to take this further, then let’s do it by PM. Let’s not. @rudi must stay is clearly struggling and your responses towards him and the general lack of compassion shown is downright disgusting. God forbid you ever find yourself mentally ill. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Morgan Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 1 hour ago, Chevy Chase said: Let’s not. @rudi must stay is clearly struggling and your responses towards him and the general lack of compassion shown is downright disgusting. God forbid you ever find yourself mentally ill. Have you ever looked back on all the threads that @rudi must stay has started? That’s probably a redundant question as a lot of them were removed. Which is a shame. You would see the many offers of help I made to him, including passing on advice from a very good friend of mine who specialises in her field as a Professor of medicine in both San Francisco and Beirut. Don’t, for one minute, think that you can take your vendetta against me and turn it, albeit twistedly, into a point-scoring exercise. You will lose. Of that, have no doubt. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JudyJudyJudy Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 3 minutes ago, Morgan said: Have you ever looked back on all the threads that @rudi must stay has started? That’s probably a redundant question as a lot of them were removed. Which is a shame. You would see the many offers of help I made to him, including passing on advice from a very good friend of mine who specialises in her field as a Professor of medicine in both San Francisco and Beirut. Don’t, for one minute, think that you can take your vendetta against me and turn it, albeit twistedly, into a point-scoring exercise. You will lose. Of that, have no doubt. Morgan you are a decent poster , however the guy is clearly ill . Very ill . What does it really matter if he over posts on this thread ? Really ? If it give him some form of release well surely thats good . No one and I mean no one needs to read His numerous comments and then be irritated by them ? Surely ? I just struggle with people’s reaction to this guy . I really do . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Morgan Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 5 minutes ago, JudyJudyJudy said: Morgan you are a decent poster , however the guy is clearly ill . Very ill . What does it really matter if he over posts on this thread ? Really ? If it give him some form of release well surely thats good . No one and I mean no one needs to read His numerous comments and then be irritated by them ? Surely ? I just struggle with people’s reaction to this guy . I really do . I’ve nothing more to say, James. I’ll leave this thread alone from now on. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JudyJudyJudy Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 5 minutes ago, Morgan said: I’ve nothing more to say, James. I’ll leave this thread alone from now on. Ok bud . 👍 it’s a complex situation with him . But mental health is like that . One day everything rosey, next day the dark clouds Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Morgan Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 1 minute ago, JudyJudyJudy said: Ok bud . 👍 it’s a complex situation with him . But mental health is like that . One day everything rosey, next day the dark clouds 👍 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lone Striker Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 On 21/01/2023 at 22:38, Lone Striker said: Who is "they" ? What sort of things do "they" do that requires you to be restrained ? Why are you telling us about this ? @rudi must stay Any chance you could provide some info that might help us understand whats going on ? Your posts seem rather cryptic. Thanks Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chevy Chase Posted January 22, 2023 Share Posted January 22, 2023 1 hour ago, Morgan said: I’ll leave this thread alone from now on. Probably a good idea for all as this isn’t the thread for your bully boy behaviour. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rudi must stay Posted January 23, 2023 Share Posted January 23, 2023 9 hours ago, Lone Striker said: @rudi must stay Any chance you could provide some info that might help us understand whats going on ? Your posts seem rather cryptic. Thanks Ok mate. I have been ill since 2015, I got a thing in my back. I went to the doctor got an x-ray nothing, went back got another which the doctor said would affect me. Severely traumatised and scared I lived life running away from everything. I decided to go back during lockdown, my flatmate left I was alone so I went back to the doctor, no questions asked she sent me to the western general. There I was alone scared and vulnerable, anyway the doctor sent me home I guess it's good he did. The reality is I recieved very poor and uncaring doctoring that has messed me up as it would anyone. To be quite frank I am not bothered if x rays weaken you I am traumatised I sit in the cars wishing nobody sees me as I feel like a freak, I can't watch films can't relate to them and the actors being healthy. My life is a nightmare. I hate doctors, my year at school is full of them smart arses who never had time for me Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rudi must stay Posted January 23, 2023 Share Posted January 23, 2023 As for Morgan I think I'm right in saying he has told his friend I am mentally ill. Doctors enjoy playing with the mentally ill, I've seen that first hand these past three years. I used to think my Mum will be nice to me as a nurse, no she's worse than anyone. Called me a lazy ******* the other day and she's restrained me twice, she used to work in psychiatry and has all the tricks. When my Dad talks he always blocks the door little stuff like that they think I don't pick up on but I do Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Morgan Posted January 23, 2023 Share Posted January 23, 2023 14 hours ago, Chevy Chase said: Probably a good idea for all as this isn’t the thread for your bully boy behaviour. You haven’t got the first clue as to what you’re talking about. Just behave yourself and engage that wee brain before typing reckless and ill-informed nonsense. Much appreciated. 👍 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rudi must stay Posted January 23, 2023 Share Posted January 23, 2023 45 minutes ago, Morgan said: You haven’t got the first clue as to what you’re talking about. Just behave yourself and engage that wee brain before typing reckless and ill-informed nonsense. Much appreciated. 👍 I got no problem with you Morgan. Sometimes you talk down to me I know that but that's fine sometimes it's funny as long as you didn't think I'm daft because of all this. It is a system where the vulnerable are quiet, the whole health system needs a shake up and the learning disabled receive better care Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Morgan Posted January 23, 2023 Share Posted January 23, 2023 19 minutes ago, rudi must stay said: I got no problem with you Morgan. Sometimes you talk down to me I know that but that's fine sometimes it's funny as long as you didn't think I'm daft because of all this. It is a system where the vulnerable are quiet, the whole health system needs a shake up and the learning disabled receive better care Cheers for that, Rudi. If truth be told, Chevy has a problem with me and is, at the moment, using this thread as his vehicle. Just for the record though, I never told my friend that you were ‘mentally ill’. I purely asked her if a relatively small amount of x-rays could have caused all your problems. Her answer was a very blunt ‘no’. She has been in attendance at literally hundreds of x-rays and was astonished at what I told her. Keep well and take care, Rudi. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lone Striker Posted January 23, 2023 Share Posted January 23, 2023 5 hours ago, rudi must stay said: Ok mate. I have been ill since 2015, I got a thing in my back. I went to the doctor got an x-ray nothing, went back got another which the doctor said would affect me. Severely traumatised and scared I lived life running away from everything. I decided to go back during lockdown, my flatmate left I was alone so I went back to the doctor, no questions asked she sent me to the western general. There I was alone scared and vulnerable, anyway the doctor sent me home I guess it's good he did. The reality is I recieved very poor and uncaring doctoring that has messed me up as it would anyone. To be quite frank I am not bothered if x rays weaken you I am traumatised I sit in the cars wishing nobody sees me as I feel like a freak, I can't watch films can't relate to them and the actors being healthy. My life is a nightmare. I hate doctors, my year at school is full of them smart arses who never had time for me 5 hours ago, rudi must stay said: As for Morgan I think I'm right in saying he has told his friend I am mentally ill. Doctors enjoy playing with the mentally ill, I've seen that first hand these past three years. I used to think my Mum will be nice to me as a nurse, no she's worse than anyone. Called me a lazy ******* the other day and she's restrained me twice, she used to work in psychiatry and has all the tricks. When my Dad talks he always blocks the door little stuff like that they think I don't pick up on but I do OK. thanks for these posts Rudi - they're the most coherent posts you've made on this thread, well done. 👍 The impression I get from what you've said is that you've felt like an "outsider" even in your schooldays, and you're brain had been telling you 2 opposing things since then - firstly that you must actually be a "freak" (perhaps better described as having an inferiority complex) and therefore your response is to hide away from people, but at the same time you're scared because you feel alone and abandoned (because you're hiding away). Your description of the x-rays on your back is puzzling - your GP at the time must have received a report from the Western General radiographers, and most likely will have communicated it to you in some way. Are you sure you didn't receive something through the post ? Even just a follow-up appointment ? You said in previous posts that you have a flat somewhere - was that the address your GP at the time had for you ? Or was it your parents address ? Are you REALLY sure that the NHS doctors & consultants you saw just abandoned you with no communication or report ? Seems highly unlikely - as is your belief that "doctors like playing with the mentally ill" As I've mentioned before, your fear/distrust of all people (especially those in the medical profession) is not helping your situation. Rather than run away from it, you desperately need professional help from behavioural/psychiatric experts to try to boost your self-esteem, and to break out of the vicious cycle of blame/fear that seems to dominate your thinking. Why not contact some of the mental health charities which deliver counselling (online or by phone, if not in person) - MIND or The Brain Charity or WheretoTalk. You say your life is hell - but unless you change your outlook, is anything likely to change ? Its your choice, Rudi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rudi must stay Posted January 23, 2023 Share Posted January 23, 2023 17 minutes ago, Lone Striker said: OK. thanks for these posts Rudi - they're the most coherent posts you've made on this thread, well done. 👍 The impression I get from what you've said is that you've felt like an "outsider" even in your schooldays, and you're brain had been telling you 2 opposing things since then - firstly that you must actually be a "freak" (perhaps better described as having an inferiority complex) and therefore your response is to hide away from people, but at the same time you're scared because you feel alone and abandoned (because you're hiding away). Your description of the x-rays on your back is puzzling - your GP at the time must have received a report from the Western General radiographers, and most likely will have communicated it to you in some way. Are you sure you didn't receive something through the post ? Even just a follow-up appointment ? You said in previous posts that you have a flat somewhere - was that the address your GP at the time had for you ? Or was it your parents address ? Are you REALLY sure that the NHS doctors & consultants you saw just abandoned you with no communication or report ? Seems highly unlikely - as is your belief that "doctors like playing with the mentally ill" As I've mentioned before, your fear/distrust of all people (especially those in the medical profession) is not helping your situation. Rather than run away from it, you desperately need professional help from behavioural/psychiatric experts to try to boost your self-esteem, and to break out of the vicious cycle of blame/fear that seems to dominate your thinking. Why not contact some of the mental health charities which deliver counselling (online or by phone, if not in person) - MIND or The Brain Charity or WheretoTalk. You say your life is hell - but unless you change your outlook, is anything likely to change ? Its your choice, Rudi I tell you what I'm going to do mate. I'm going to move back to my flat. My family restraining me fearful of me is no life. I don't want to have no communication but the stigma I receive is too much it's not doing me any good. I don't want to meet another doctor again in my life as they say in the film the island they are people that act like "they have something stuck up their @ss" and I'd concur with that. Not my sort of people, look at the history of psychiatry it is built on humiliating people. I have my ideas they will always be a part of me. As for follow up on the x-rays I was abandoned twice I know I was, you just need to look up how the learning disabled are treated by the NHS they are treated like a bad smell. They probably have resistance to me being on pills but like a good boy I take them, they're supposed to follow up on the pills by the way not that they have. I can laugh at things but I don't see the comedy here Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rudi must stay Posted January 23, 2023 Share Posted January 23, 2023 As you say though there must be nothing wrong with my back I do go along with that Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rudi must stay Posted February 1, 2023 Share Posted February 1, 2023 I must say I am alot happier on Venlafaxine. Relaxed is the wrong word but less anxious and I have ideas like I used to and I feel capable of going through with them. I decided a few days ago that there was no need to put pressure on myself i've done the work it was bad for me so just going to put all my ideas into ebay. Thought about themed months every month spend a little get it back or most of it Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rudi must stay Posted February 1, 2023 Share Posted February 1, 2023 On 23/01/2023 at 15:17, Lone Striker said: OK. thanks for these posts Rudi - they're the most coherent posts you've made on this thread, well done. 👍 The impression I get from what you've said is that you've felt like an "outsider" even in your schooldays, and you're brain had been telling you 2 opposing things since then - firstly that you must actually be a "freak" (perhaps better described as having an inferiority complex) and therefore your response is to hide away from people, but at the same time you're scared because you feel alone and abandoned (because you're hiding away). Your description of the x-rays on your back is puzzling - your GP at the time must have received a report from the Western General radiographers, and most likely will have communicated it to you in some way. Are you sure you didn't receive something through the post ? Even just a follow-up appointment ? You said in previous posts that you have a flat somewhere - was that the address your GP at the time had for you ? Or was it your parents address ? Are you REALLY sure that the NHS doctors & consultants you saw just abandoned you with no communication or report ? Seems highly unlikely - as is your belief that "doctors like playing with the mentally ill" As I've mentioned before, your fear/distrust of all people (especially those in the medical profession) is not helping your situation. Rather than run away from it, you desperately need professional help from behavioural/psychiatric experts to try to boost your self-esteem, and to break out of the vicious cycle of blame/fear that seems to dominate your thinking. Why not contact some of the mental health charities which deliver counselling (online or by phone, if not in person) - MIND or The Brain Charity or WheretoTalk. You say your life is hell - but unless you change your outlook, is anything likely to change ? Its your choice, Rudi I don't think anyone is trained to deal with what i've gone through that wouldn't put me in the nut house. I am alone mate but that's fine, I must thank everyone on here for dealing with my posts with respect it is extremely complex and even the people making jokes fair play it keeps me entertained Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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