I'm almost done lads.   Been keeping to myself for weeks now.  My dads ****ed in hospital with blood cancer (mum and dad after 40 years get married to sort stuff out)    The whole how do you get over the mother of kids thread I had is now shes got some wee ***** (please be hibs) in my old family home now when I went earlier, she done that on purpose the horribe ****er.   If it wasn't for the reason I know I would break my dads heart I would have stepped in front of